Dear Liam, I needed a break. I took a break from spreading awareness through your Instagram page for a bit because the perfect world of Instagram was becoming just a little too much for your Mummy, the world was becoming a little too much for your Mummy. It is the longest break I have had…
Liam, do you watch him play? Do you watch him build with his Lego, paint with vibrant colours and complete that tricky jigsaw puzzle? I sit and watch Caden play while I feed your sister and I wonder what it would have looked like now if I stayed pregnant until the end and brought you…
Liam, it has been nearly a year since I have written to you, I know you understand why and I know you will forgive how rough this will be. I needed to take care of both my body and mind when pregnant with your sister. I couldn’t allow myself to pour emotions and my soul…
Liam, your Daddy and I and our immediate family and friends say your name with ease in conversations. We talk about what we think you would have looked like now. We discuss how we think Caden would have reacted if you had done this action or made certain types of sounds. We include your name…
Liam, recently your brother and I have made a really big effort to go out for a walk every day. Probably not the best season to start a plan to do at least 5k a day but definitely the right time, we have made it a priority to nourish the body and soul this month….
Liam what am I meant to wish for now…knowing that the only thing I wish for can’t come true? Since your death Liam it seems I am surrounded by opportunities to ‘make a wish’, dandelion heads, wishbones and eyelashes to name a few. Invitations to birthday parties are harmless enough and I find a way…
Liam there are some days I don’t want to be told how strong I am. There are some days that I don’t want to hear that everything has happened for a reason. There are some days I don’t even like being told or telling myself that you are with me in my heart and are…